Father in God

Sometimes saying SORRY is not enough to make your love one feel better.
Sorry wasn't enough to be able to help the person you love..
Sometimes you tried to do your best,
Or maybe give your all but it is still not good enough..

You wanted to help but certainly there is nothing you could do...
You wanted to do so much but still is not enough...
You wanted to make it as fast as you could but still moves so slow...
You wanted to make it all right & proper but it is still wrong & messy....

Most of the time we feel like a failure
For you could only do is make your husband upset
Every court hearing, some court cases takes so much time, so much money
And what you could do is absolutely nothing and just ask for support...

Nothing is so easy, nothing moves quick...
You wanted to help but you are so helpless, worthless

You love your husband but you never do anything to help
And you even are the reason that your husband is upset and unhappy.

With all these things that is happening to your life
Do not give up just hold on to God
Have faith and pray for His loving guidance
Then soon you will see the light
And that whatever you wanted, dreamed and wished for will all come true...

Just be patient & calm and embrace yourself with more love & understanding
And that is what you give back to others specially your husband....

I know there are still so much things for me to learn to be able to follow God's words.
There are still lots for me to know to be able to be closer to Him.
Things for me to do, to change, to be able to say that I am completely with Him.

Sometimes I say & let God knows that I love Him,
But I am not really hundred percent sure,
Because I do not know how to do it.

I read so much books about Him,
Sometimes read the Bible through internet
But it is not enough.

I am not saying that I am perfect,
But I wanted to be a good person for Him,
A good daughter for my parents,
A good mother for my kids,
And a good wife for my husband...

I know in time I will, I just have to have faith,
Strive real hard, pray & believe that you could do it.
Never think that you can't for God will never give us anything that we can't do or solve.
Just always remember that you are not alone
God is always there through good & bad times....

Before I never really thought about anything
Since God had given me my husband,
My husband make a way for me to know God more and to let my spiritual being to grow.
My husband had opened my eyes in a lot of things
And the most important thing is to know that God is there..
That there is God.

Now, my husband & I will always put God first
And will always be in our midst
For we know wherever God is,
And when you put God in your heart & in your life
Nothing is too little or too much..
For God will give us what is right & just for each and everyone of us....

Always remember that no one is perfect,

But in God’s eyes we will be all are

If we just listen & pray.

I could say that in life there would always be ups and downs, joys and sadness, pains & sorrows. Life is not always made in heaven nor not hell; sometimes we even experience so much or less but nonetheless God will never put us down for all we need is to PRAY....

Everything in life happens for a reason, it may even be your destiny nor your fate.. but whatever happens, we should always remember that we are never alone for God is always there for us, his love for us is everlasting.

We should always look up to God, pray, believe & have faith and everything will be fine and all your plans in life will fall into place & in time that we do not expected it to be nor to happen.

In life we had gone through a lot of struggles, pains, heartaches and we even thought that no one is there for us, we even felt so alone but we are wrong cause God is always been there for us and  is just waiting for us to call His name and talk to Him. He never leaves us alone regardless of all our sins, our wrong doings He still love & care for us.

I believe in miracles for He has done so many miracles in my life just like my husband. I am starting my life now and with my starting over and with having a new chapter in life God had given me my husband and that I would say God will always be inside of me, be part of me and I am praying that He will let me grow more and learn a lot about all the things that He wanted me to be and let me become a better half for my husband..... That He will guide us towards the light going to the right path of life....