When all the things seems not working right for me in the past, I never loose my hope & my dream that one day there will be a man that will come into my life & accept me as me, regardless of my messy past. Before I thought that God is never listening to me but I was wrong it is the other way around I am the one who do not listen to what He says. I keep on asking Him for signs and He keeps on showing me but ignores it.

Then came the time that so tragic & painful moments of my life and I said to Him that I am so sorry that I never listened. So, one day I started to go through internet, go to dating sites, chatting with lots of men I do not know, lots are scams and I never thought that I would find someone real in it.

Through my search I found someone that interest me, in his profile there is no picture but what he says there amazed me, it says; "I am just like an old cadillac but in very good condition", so I did ask him to be my friend. And he accepted me, we exchange emails, at first he just wrote very short emails then I wrote him everything what was going on in my life everyday and I was happy that his emails is getting longer and sometimes even what I called a novel.

Then came my birthday and he promised that he will call me, I waited till afternoon then my cellphone rings and guess who? Yes it is him the guy I met in a dating site; by the way his name is Edwin. He greeted me and we talked till about an hour and we do not even know what we did talked about hahahaha....

After all the emails, phone calls & chatting Edwin decided to go to Bahrain cause that is where I am at that time while he is in Canada. So I said ok but still both of us never knew if what we are doing were right or wrong, both of us are nervous for we never knew if anyone of us is really real?

Then came December 25, 2007, Edwin is coming, oh my gulay , I am so nervous but decided to surprise him so I was there at the airport and waited for him. Suddenly, there he was in his white jacket & jeans, I knew right there & then that it was him and vice versa.

We embraced, kissed and greeted each other. I never know what to say or do but both our actions came naturally... Then we had dinner with my sister & relatives and the next day he says is that ; "MA. Lorenza Dela Cruz Arios, will you marry me?" I was stunned, blushed maybe & happy to say "YES I will marry you".

Come to think of it, I had 3 kids but it was my first time that I ever heard those words.... hehehehehe

So on and so forth happend and when he came here in the Philippines last Feb. 26, 2008, he talk to me and what we we wanted at that  moment is to be together and become husband & wife. Then March 10, 2008, finally I am now married and became Mrs. Ma. Lorenza Arios Geuder......... WOW...

Now, we know that there are a lot of things to work on to, things needed to do but we learned and learning so much with each other. We both receive the most wonderful gift & miracle from God and that is "LOVE" & having each other in a strange way but in the right time....